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Post by Deleted on Sept 11, 2013 15:43:51 GMT -6
Strange...
Everything (everyone) still the same after 2 years?
How do you feel in Shad0wland? ;-)
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Post by Deleted on Sept 11, 2013 15:46:20 GMT -6
I was queenofmysoul then.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 12, 2013 8:47:54 GMT -6
well I feel great  |
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Post by Belteshazzar on Sept 13, 2013 18:57:31 GMT -6
hey, welcome back Martine!
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Post by Belteshazzar on Sept 13, 2013 19:21:58 GMT -6
Strange... Everything (everyone) still the same after 2 years? How do you feel in Shad0wland? ;-) lol, yeah, i know, i'm surprised this place is still around too. Though it's a pleasant surprise.  |
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Post by shadowmaker on Oct 13, 2013 14:12:53 GMT -6
Strange... Everything (everyone) still the same after 2 years? How do you feel in Shad0wland? ;-) 2 years ago hmmm that was a not particularly good time. Was going through a lot, still am, but some things are still the same, its a timing & finance thing. so here in Shad0wland its a place of typing a few things here & there. funny because I have lots of thoughts, but just don't feel comfortable putting them out there with judgments coming from friends. Especially when some just don't know how to comprehend something & others failing to know me for me because they have assumptions instead of actually trying to know me |
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Post by Deleted on Oct 14, 2013 6:32:17 GMT -6
It appears to me being just symbolic because writing on the web isn't the most private thing in my opinion. I believe that I understand though. It isn't that you don't want to speak of it, rather the contrary since you feel the need to do it but you need to speak of it having trust to be listened. We have a rhythm doing it. Putting it, no matter it is. And maybe we don't answer in the moment but we, all the time, come back as if the answer took time to find its way. To me it is the definition of the best relationships, answering, not hiding ourselves. Facing our lives. Honestly, I have the feeling to learn having what I sought, idealizing it or rather not knowing exactly what it meant since I didn't know that. I believe the most important to find something we aspire to reach is to make the first step and another one and another one. And finally we see it became natural.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 14, 2013 7:15:19 GMT -6
It's strange because I come back often putting on the table why you (and others in general) don't open the curtain to speak about themselves. There is something in that hurting me, as a lack of confidence. And also a lack in the relationship.
Yet, I did it myself during few years in the past on the web and I do it in my life since I don't speak of a large part of my life. Not because I want it hidden, more because I don't feel to be understood if I would speak of it. As if it less complicated if I don't.
Feeling anger at times and also being hurt myself by this comportment by others, maybe I should try to change mine also. It's a good matter to ponder.
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Post by shadowmaker on Oct 14, 2013 9:28:18 GMT -6
I don't need to put myself on display. If someone asks me about something I'll discuss it.
I have selective few that I talk to one of them is my oldest son. I don't have a lack of confidence, its a lack of people being loyal and trustworthy for me to talk to about certain things. And really, how much do people really give a fuck about me, my dreams/goals, helping, and my children? When I look at those things...no one comes to mind beyond my son, the one who I discuss things with the most. Generally people are too busy with their own shit. That's fine. I just keep on going regardless. It's not angering me, just observations I see with people around me.
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Post by jsapp on Apr 14, 2014 6:45:12 GMT -6
Hey guys. Oboard refugee here. Thanks Daniel for the invite
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Post by shadowmaker on Apr 14, 2014 9:10:58 GMT -6
The Billy police kicked us off his property lol
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Post by Deleted on Apr 14, 2014 9:12:30 GMT -6
yep...
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Post by Belteshazzar on Apr 16, 2014 0:24:24 GMT -6
Hey guys. Oboard refugee here. Thanks Daniel for the invite no probs man, i'm glad you're here. hope the place isn't too slow for you, but we're working on it. |
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Post by jsapp on Apr 17, 2014 15:33:20 GMT -6
Not too slow but we should definitely invite others. Plenty of people from the oboard that don't want anything to do with phoria
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Post by Belteshazzar on Apr 26, 2014 0:27:49 GMT -6
do you have any contacts to others? I've invited a few but no one's responded. I guess we're losers.
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