I'm not sorry

[ashima]

I had my suspicions
I learned some things
It's humorous to me
To laugh at my own stupidity
no tears, no anxiety
Free to be
without any sadness
Surviving without him
As I did before
I know how
I've been trained
He has a long way to go
Treating myself to greatness
While he feeds his addiction. 
Power of the mind 
ready for life
Without him
I still shine 😎

[mskied]

Sometimes I wonder, "Was it something Ive done?"
I recall my own words, and that maybe they were wrong
Then I remember, this is my own fault, because I was told not to want
We all want to be free, and we hate those that force us not to be
But why did this start? Its because I didnt want to be alone.
Somewhere here was a need to compromise, and I have to reflect whether I should have

[mskied]

Roaming days in fields of love
walking through life like a knife
cutting through the harvest
living a life that was largest
until some great God
some unknown thing
cast me down into the ring
of fire
for liars
and evil men
I was no thing of evil
I was a dove on a prayer
living life without much care
and soaring to the Heavens
singing about love
Then comes along a criminal
a man that hated my freedom
tempted me in the garden
and declared me a heathen
To go back to those days I cannot
I have to reconcile all that was wrought
by evil men and misled souls
carving out fortunes from our homes
I did not deserve to pay this price
to learn how to grieve over loss
what I had already done
I did not deserve to pay for this
my youth, my life
my wealth; with my life
Man is follied, Man is greed
enough pain for me! Let those men bleed!

[ashima]

Fading upon the evening's set
Rise before the rise
The silence speaks
louder the time flies
Eight eighteen
Day for night
Night for day
Inbetween the frames of time

[mskied]

[ashima]

There's no human to your nature