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Post by Deleted on Oct 20, 2020 17:33:55 GMT -6
Hello morning all! How are you? Today, as it’s a terribly cold, wet, dark and gloomy day outside, highest temperature 7C today, just playing some games on my phone before turning myself in tonight.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 21, 2020 17:20:37 GMT -6
Yo sup guys! How are ya all doing today? Today, I’ve just taken a shower and a hair wash. Tonight, just playing some games on my Wii before tucking myself in bed.
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Post by porcelina on Oct 21, 2020 23:23:34 GMT -6
Hey! And welcome Naiwen!
Let's see, today I paid bills, cooked chicken fried rice, checked social media, and, oh yeah, looked into mental disorders again. I've been more convinced of bipolar this year, but was questioned again yesterday if it might be BPD or both. I definitely have some traits, but not altogether convinced this is the problem or my only problem.
Uhh, yeah, and just listening to some music. It's already after midnight, my goodness! Might be up late again, although I do need to call my sister in law and be up kinda early for that. We will see.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 22, 2020 11:45:27 GMT -6
Howdy sup there all man! How are you today? Today, since it’s a horribly cold, wet, dark and gloomy day outside again, highest temperature 12C, just relaxing online before rocking myself to sleep tonight.
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Post by Belteshazzar on Oct 22, 2020 12:40:15 GMT -6
Hey! And welcome Naiwen! Let's see, today I paid bills, cooked chicken fried rice, checked social media, and, oh yeah, looked into mental disorders again. I've been more convinced of bipolar this year, but was questioned again yesterday if it might be BPD or both. I definitely have some traits, but not altogether convinced this is the problem or my only problem. Uhh, yeah, and just listening to some music. It's already after midnight, my goodness! Might be up late again, although I do need to call my sister in law and be up kinda early for that. We will see. That's good you're getting checked out. Let me know how it goes! I know I could use a good mental health check up too. |
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Post by Belteshazzar on Oct 22, 2020 12:40:41 GMT -6
Howdy sup there all man! How are you today? Today, since it’s a horribly cold, wet, dark and gloomy day outside again, highest temperature 12C, just relaxing online before rocking myself to sleep tonight. A bit too warm for me here in Alabama. It's late October and I want it colder. |
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Post by mskied on Oct 22, 2020 14:53:42 GMT -6
Naiwen, I would suggest that you interact with the people that post here. You did say LETS chat about your day, so it would seem like you want to talk about my day/your day WITH us  |
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Post by porcelina on Oct 22, 2020 18:00:44 GMT -6
Hey! And welcome Naiwen! Let's see, today I paid bills, cooked chicken fried rice, checked social media, and, oh yeah, looked into mental disorders again. I've been more convinced of bipolar this year, but was questioned again yesterday if it might be BPD or both. I definitely have some traits, but not altogether convinced this is the problem or my only problem. Uhh, yeah, and just listening to some music. It's already after midnight, my goodness! Might be up late again, although I do need to call my sister in law and be up kinda early for that. We will see. That's good you're getting checked out. Let me know how it goes! I know I could use a good mental health check up too. ah, yes, well, it might be some time before I can really get into this, if at all. I did go through the process already a few years back, but it didn't have the most helpful results. I mean, no definitive diagnosis really. And I've tried several different things with varying results. I've been having symptoms again (or even new ones) though since that test. I am not in any specialized care programs at the moment, just talking to my doctor and online support groups. Doctor has to decide if it's serious enough to get me under specialized care. I'm afraid to try certain meds again though, because of negative results in the past. I know different meds have different results for different people, but it's still a frustrating and time consuming process. sigh! So, you might get more information before I do! lol I've kind of got ADHD on the radar now too. Apparently, it can very closely resemble bipolar. I dunno though. I've tried meds for both (on separate occasions) and the one for ADHD was so very bad for me. Granted, it wasn't a specific ADHD med, it is sometimes prescribed for it. I'm just scared though. And I'm also struggling to get into therapy (long story I'm not going into. Please don't ask). But yea, one of these days I'm gonna have to message my doctor again. Trying to figure out just what to say this time though...it's hard! |
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Post by porcelina on Oct 22, 2020 18:01:58 GMT -6
Howdy sup there all man! How are you today? Today, since it’s a horribly cold, wet, dark and gloomy day outside again, highest temperature 12C, just relaxing online before rocking myself to sleep tonight. A bit too warm for me here in Alabama. It's late October and I want it colder. hmm, idk if I should even feel sorry for you. lol but, i suppose I understand. There's a specific "fall" weather that I prefer. Now it's just a bit colder than I would like though, I think. Actually, I didn't go out today, but I should have. It was sunny. |
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Post by porcelina on Oct 22, 2020 18:03:14 GMT -6
Naiwen, I would suggest that you interact with the people that post here. You did say LETS chat about your day, so it would seem like you want to talk about my day/your day WITH us haha! pretty sure she (they?) said "howdy" and stuff. I know, not a LOT of interaction, but still not nothing! lol How about you, mskied? How've you been today? |
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Post by mskied on Oct 22, 2020 21:54:57 GMT -6
Well I, too, suffer from an MI, and I have recently recovered from a deep psychosis that lasted about 2 months, so I am sleeping a lot. My dreams are distressful: I dream of sexual encounters- I get to the point that sex becomes the subject, then I wake up (I dont usually have sex, although tonight there was a scene where I was being invaded in a motor home by someone with guns and I had to hunt them down and shoot them with their gun, and then it became sexual).
I am not a violent person and I havent had sex for over 6 years. Im not an overtly sexual person anymore anyway. Its disturbing because I mean, isnt there anything else for me to dream about?
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Post by Deleted on Oct 22, 2020 23:04:48 GMT -6
Happy Friday all! How are you? Today, because it’s yet another awfully cold, wet, dark and depressing day outside, just enjoying my usual TV show before lulling myself to sleep tonight. If I have to interact with others, then I’m leaving the board. I have Asperger’s, social awkwardness and anxiety, I hate social interactions both online and offline.
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Post by ashima on Oct 28, 2020 8:50:53 GMT -6
Busy busy busy and taking time to catch up on podcasts and news before I get busy this afternoon
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Post by mskied on Oct 28, 2020 16:09:15 GMT -6
Since my psychosis stopped 2 weeks ago I have been embracing staying in bed/indoors and not needing to go anywhere or do anything. Its like meditation- the thought arises to do, and I say to do not. Well, today I decided I want some popcorn, so I am bundling up to go get some.
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Post by porcelina on Oct 28, 2020 16:28:52 GMT -6
I woke up, checked stuff online, ate breakfast, and just finished cooking. Think I'm gonna eat "lunch" now. Oh man, I need to shower too! Speaking of bundling up, I'm not looking forward to that. Cold weather showers suck! Of course I'm indoors, but it's still cold enough to bother me.
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