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Post by Odin on Jan 18, 2022 10:14:40 GMT -6
You got goals? Sounds dumb but I'm realizing that the lack of clear, measurable personal goals in my life is a big contributor to a lot of the negative feelings I've been experiencing. So I think if I do that, I'll feel better, generally speaking. Thing is, I have this silly, irrational thought in my head that says I can't do anything.  |
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Post by ashima on Jan 18, 2022 14:12:52 GMT -6
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Post by Odin on Jan 20, 2022 15:36:35 GMT -6
I actually really agree with that. It makes a lot of sense. I must have been just lamenting my lack of putting together a cohesive plan and sort of openly realizing how much I need one. Maybe if I put one together I can get something done? Maybe? |
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Post by ashima on Jan 20, 2022 16:00:44 GMT -6
I actually really agree with that. It makes a lot of sense. I must have been just lamenting my lack of putting together a cohesive plan and sort of openly realizing how much I need one. Maybe if I put one together I can get something done? Maybe? Idk. I mentioned school and I am not pursuing it. Lol so I'll change plans and do god only fucking knows now 😂 I literally have the idk mentality at this time. Not like Joe Biden 🤣 I have a few more decades to go. I'm processing some things. Cleaning, recouping after holiday hell and understaffed and getting my body healed a bit from it all. Be back later |
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Post by Odin on Jan 21, 2022 9:04:32 GMT -6
I hear you.
Yeah I think I finally hit a bottom last night. Or at least I hope I did. Sometimes I feel like I have to free fall for awhile before I can get myself started in the right direction. Last night felt awful. Couldn't sleep. I don't want to feel that way anymore.
Something I've been thinking about is the concept of energy. I just need the right energy for the right things. Psychological/mental energy, really. It seems having that energy would make a lot of things right. The question is how to get it....that's what I'm currently trying to figure out.
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Post by blackswan on Jan 21, 2022 16:11:48 GMT -6
I hear you. Yeah I think I finally hit a bottom last night. Or at least I hope I did. Sometimes I feel like I have to free fall for awhile before I can get myself started in the right direction. Last night felt awful. Couldn't sleep. I don't want to feel that way anymore. Something I've been thinking about is the concept of energy. I just need the right energy for the right things. Psychological/mental energy, really. It seems having that energy would make a lot of things right. The question is how to get it....that's what I'm currently trying to figure out. You have to start saying YOU CAN DO IT! and drop the I Can't do anything attitude...If you want to attract positive energy, you must be more positive, thankful, grateful...If you are negative, you will just keep attracting negativity...maybe read some inspiring quotes daily to help, or listen to some peaceful music, or sound baths ♥ |
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Post by ashima on Jan 21, 2022 17:35:21 GMT -6
😵 I just typed a whole thing, hit reply and it logged me out and didnt add my reply.
Fuck, shit like that makes me think the universe is telling to fuck off about getting clarity about something.
Feeling defeated
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Post by Odin on Jan 22, 2022 7:42:48 GMT -6
I hear you. Yeah I think I finally hit a bottom last night. Or at least I hope I did. Sometimes I feel like I have to free fall for awhile before I can get myself started in the right direction. Last night felt awful. Couldn't sleep. I don't want to feel that way anymore. Something I've been thinking about is the concept of energy. I just need the right energy for the right things. Psychological/mental energy, really. It seems having that energy would make a lot of things right. The question is how to get it....that's what I'm currently trying to figure out. You have to start saying YOU CAN DO IT! and drop the I Can't do anything attitude...If you want to attract positive energy, you must be more positive, thankful, grateful...If you are negative, you will just keep attracting negativity...maybe read some inspiring quotes daily to help, or listen to some peaceful music, or sound baths ♥ Those are all great suggestions. I could definitely do more for myself in such ways. I'm trying to. One thing that I've been working on recently is just letting myself be happy. Not taking things so seriously. Not being so hard on myself. People probably don't see it but I beat myself up a lot in my own thoughts. It doesn't get me anywhere, just usually drains me more. One thing I've noticed in my life is that when I'm happy, I have a lot more energy. This is probably true for basically everyone. So that's what I'm trying to focus on right now. Just....lightening up, I guess. Letting it happen. |
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Post by Odin on Jan 22, 2022 7:47:02 GMT -6
😵 I just typed a whole thing, hit reply and it logged me out and didnt add my reply. Fuck, shit like that makes me think the universe is telling to fuck off about getting clarity about something. Feeling defeated Aw, bummer. It is Mercury retrograde tho... |
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Post by ashima on Jan 23, 2022 6:06:36 GMT -6
yeah go figure.
mercury retrograde got motherfuckers making more fake accounts. guess they don't get deleted until after mercury goes direct? hahahahah
FOH!
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