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Post by Deleted on Sept 28, 2013 10:34:09 GMT -6
What does it mean being friend? I wonder. At the era of FB's friend, twitter's followers and such virtual friendship, it's a bit confusing.
I really broke my heart in two, let some people enter in and received many confidences from others, really much more than I was able to do with a lot of people around me that I call my friends. Who are my friends? Those at who I say so much or those with who I share the activities in my life. I would have hope having both in the same persons.
I have to say I improved a lot my friendship as if I learnt from my virtual friends.
I'm really happy that you found in Belte a great friend. Did you meet eachother in the physical life? Did you receive photographies of his wife and child? Did you have met them? If so, I envy you to have succeed in that I didn't yet.
I recognize what I shared in intimacy with blackswan but principally with Saint-Renee, ainanna and others I even didn't remember their name because they vanished in time.
As I'm writing this, probably it is what Madame Zuzu's represent as image. A place where inside and outside meet. It's why it appears like a beautiful place for me.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 28, 2013 10:41:46 GMT -6
I have to say also that I appreciate that our conversation isn't lost in noise. Even if I read you there in SP's forum, I never had the occasion to listen carefully at what you said. I really appreciate that.  |
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Post by shadowmaker on Sept 28, 2013 10:49:44 GMT -6
No, I've never met Belte. I did have him in fb at one time. Belte and I have had some very personal conversations over the years. Conversation I don't have with just anyone. As for Twitter fb and other places, that's casual shit. Being in the presence of somne doesn't mean they are a true friend either. It's the time taken to know the person. And there is still more to it. Yes, it'd be great to hang out with the person who knows me very well. But I don' expect that. We live in different places. And I'm not one to intrude on his personal life with his family that I don't know. His wife is lucky to have one of the good guys left. I always wish him & his family the best ! Cheers to everyone! Enjoy what you have and who you love |
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Post by shadowmaker on Sept 28, 2013 10:55:50 GMT -6
Believe me, I've had my share of fake profiles friending me on tv. Trolling.me for whatever reason. I guess I'd say more like a challenge being presented. I'm not falling for that crap. And I'm sure there are some still there just waiting for a moment to get their bullshit game on. I can play too when I feel like it. But, once that happens I will delete the crap. Although I decided sleep was far more important the other day so the troll deleted themself first lol
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Post by shadowmaker on Sept 28, 2013 10:56:51 GMT -6
Lol @ tv
Fb...tv same damn thing!
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Post by Belteshazzar on Sept 28, 2013 17:25:03 GMT -6
for the record, shadowmaker, would definitely love to meet some day. I just don't know how it will work out. But - i suspect someday, somehow, somewhere, we will finally meet. some things are just fate And I too am really glad to have such a great friend in you. |
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Post by Deleted on Sept 29, 2013 6:25:39 GMT -6
With all that I lived I had many occasions to feel threatened in the virtual world but the strength I found was in the fact that, me, I'm not fake. All the fakery can nothing against this fact.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 29, 2013 6:36:39 GMT -6
for the record, shadowmaker, would definitely love to meet some day. I just don't know how it will work out. But - i suspect someday, somehow, somewhere, we will finally meet. some things are just fate And I too am really glad to have such a great friend in you. You're definitely not like me! I have always the reflex to want meeting someone I feel a good relation with. Every week, I meet someone I knew virtually. Few months ago, I linked virtually with someone working in my field in Uruguay and asked him to share about our two different realities. No return till two weeks ago saying I come for 2 weeks, can we meet. We did. He'll present me his partner because he works more in my field than himself. That's it. Simple. In our world where contacts are so easy (trips, Skype, phone call, FB) to not make it is the same to say I not want it. Someone may have reasons for that but it's all the same very unusual. |
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Post by Deleted on Sept 29, 2013 7:31:03 GMT -6
I thought at my fetish movie specially ten years back, it was Baby Boom. Not for the quality of the movie but for the subject and the emotion given. A preferred movie speaks a lot of who we are, of what we want in our life. I don't like the idea of rollercoaster.
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Post by shadowmaker on Sept 29, 2013 8:02:13 GMT -6
for the record, shadowmaker, would definitely love to meet some day. I just don't know how it will work out. But - i suspect someday, somehow, somewhere, we will finally meet. some things are just fate And I too am really glad to have such a great friend in you. someday! no one knows how or when, but if it's fate, then it's somewhere down the road! regardless, thanks for being a great friend!! |
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Post by shadowmaker on Sept 29, 2013 8:07:21 GMT -6
for the record, shadowmaker, would definitely love to meet some day. I just don't know how it will work out. But - i suspect someday, somehow, somewhere, we will finally meet. some things are just fate And I too am really glad to have such a great friend in you. You're definitely not like me! I have always the reflex to want meeting someone I feel a good relation with. Every week, I meet someone I knew virtually. Few months ago, I linked virtually with someone working in my field in Uruguay and asked him to share about our two different realities. No return till two weeks ago saying I come for 2 weeks, can we meet. We did. He'll present me his partner because he works more in my field than himself. That's it. Simple. In our world where contacts are so easy (trips, Skype, phone call, FB) to not make it is the same to say I not want it. Someone may have reasons for that but it's all the same very unusual. I've never had an issue with meeting people so much, but more of a lack of time off from work, however that being said...people I've spoke with talk good shit about "i want to meet you" but hahahaa I dont see them even making an attempt. so that shows the lack of being real me. As for skype LOL I dont get a lot of privacy for convo on skype in this house, unless skypers want everyone in the convo or not able to have a convo because of people around me yapping to no end! |
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Post by shadowmaker on Sept 29, 2013 8:08:57 GMT -6
I thought at my fetish movie specially ten years back, it was Baby Boom. Not for the quality of the movie but for the subject and the emotion given. A preferred movie speaks a lot of who we are, of what we want in our life. I don't like the idea of rollercoaster. fetish movie? lol mine is You've Got Mail and I think of it more as a favorite, not fetish and it's totally a chic flick! Cute, romantic, silly, omg I am watching it tonight after work LOL |
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Post by Deleted on Sept 29, 2013 9:07:39 GMT -6
Yes, it's speaking a lot of who we are!!! lol Probably, we found our inspirational sources elsewhere.  |
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Post by shadowmaker on Sept 29, 2013 9:17:13 GMT -6
haha perhaps, but I also enjoyed Baby Boom
the get out of the city and enjoy the simplicity of country life was and is fascinating
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Post by Deleted on Sept 29, 2013 11:38:39 GMT -6
I already received the questioning about the lot of low energy used in a relationship I had rather to chose another kind of. What I felt then was the low energy given by this other kind of to find me. As if I was saying: show me that I count for you. And it was surely my past speaking.
Freedom is found in the attachment, not the contrary.
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