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Post by Deleted on Jan 24, 2017 12:06:27 GMT -6
I can only hope lessons were learned, awareness into emotions and behavior are being handled with wisdom. So far so good. Baby steps.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 24, 2017 12:14:20 GMT -6
Alcohol is a problem for some people. That is a fact. Still have to be aware of what is happening around me, and that is wht my inspiration to enjoy doing some things is currently not happening. As a friend once said to me "you put up with a lot of shit" Yes, I can. Do I enjoy some of it? Fuck No! Nobody is perfect, but I do try to guide and advise, maybe I did the wrong thing, but love is giving the benefit of the doubt and allowing someone to prove themself they are on a better path. Wait and see
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Post by Deleted on Jan 24, 2017 12:19:28 GMT -6
Also, i believe there are "daddy issues" that are present for these people I am speaking of. Proper male role model guidance was not a part of their lives and still isn't. I know I can't do that role.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 24, 2017 12:26:40 GMT -6
I do not play victim to this shit either. Dont want any apologies from anyone. There is no sorry for this. It's hopefully a moment for others to recognize problems within and begin to fix it. That is what I hope for, hence why I took the shit that was being dished out, maybe just maybe that moment would be the beginning of a change
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Post by Deleted on Jan 25, 2017 10:41:51 GMT -6
The aftermath is a bit better. However, I stand by my opinion that item has bad energy associated to it. Why haven't you gotten rid of this item if it that bad?
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Post by Deleted on Jan 25, 2017 10:49:36 GMT -6
Good question
In my realm of creative delusion i wish it was from someone I actually give a fuck about, and wishful thinking that it all was some really nutso scheme where this one person was a messenger for the other. But........clearly that is not the reality of such. Yep, creative wishful thought is a problem!
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Post by Deleted on Jan 25, 2017 11:09:46 GMT -6
Perhaps the item was given to me to see what hellish shit transpires 
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Post by Deleted on Jan 25, 2017 11:13:36 GMT -6
Also, let's say that is the case. You gotta wonder why someone would do such to another person and how can that person enjoy their life knowing they deliberately have contributed to passing an item with bad energy to another. Why wouldn't that person just get rid of it themself?
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Post by Deleted on Jan 25, 2017 11:52:04 GMT -6
 This isn't very feng shui Having someone say that crap and play alias must have been thrilling for that person living in their own delusion of fuckery. Probably wasn't an ideal thing for that person, which is why that person has basically "disappeared" from engaging with me or anyone else. Couldn't be anything else but a fake person. Ah, too bad. And no, this has nothing to do with above posts, but....it is possible it can be connected. I think it comes down to assumptions and that person or they were wrong. In your face bitches!
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Post by Deleted on Jan 25, 2017 12:02:45 GMT -6
Oh, yeah and that isn't very friendly of person/persons. To live a lie to others is an unfortunate way to communicate with others. Terrible. Must have some fear or just makes assumptions about some people while trying to "know" the person through conversations. Lol, it's like this *just because 9 out of 10 times it's the same old shit, doesn't mean this time it would be the same* the assumption made actually should have the person feeling like an ass full of dried up shit!  I can't fix stupid, he has to fix himself
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Post by Deleted on Jan 25, 2017 12:15:53 GMT -6
Doesn't matter now, I give up on that crap anyway! Poorly executed in a destructable way to another human. Good job! Rebuilding. Some things can be rebuilt, but trust is one of the toughest to rebuild. I trust myself. As for anyone else, they have a long road to gain my trust. That quote should be in yhe rebuilding thread.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 26, 2017 11:54:16 GMT -6
Perhaps the item was given to me to see what hellish shit transpires  You mean as in the item was cursed?
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Post by Deleted on Jan 26, 2017 12:17:28 GMT -6
Yeah. Hell, you never know!
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Post by Deleted on Jan 27, 2017 22:01:57 GMT -6
I would say get rid of it then...or at least try to cleanse it...
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Post by Deleted on Jan 28, 2017 10:22:21 GMT -6
It probably needs a shaman (not a catholic priest, since I dont do religion) to extract all the negativity associated with it. Lol
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