Inspiration

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For the one living it, it's surely different. It must be very difficult to live for the lover staying in life.

I experienced it also many many years ago, it wasn't a lover but almost. And it wasn't diving in water but with a rope.

It's different because you can't go back and repair or help, you're right. Years of turbulence.

[Blixa B.]

Jan 31, 2017 14:23:12 GMT -6 @sonia said:

Truly sorry to hear that Blixa B.

No need to be sorry, Sunia. It happened a long time ago, and I'm at peace today. :-)

God bless you and your loved ones, my friend. 

[Blixa B.]

Jan 31, 2017 14:31:05 GMT -6 @sonia said:

For the one living it, it's surely different. It must be very difficult to live for the lover staying in life.

I experienced it also many many years ago, it wasn't a lover but almost. And it wasn't diving in water but with a rope.

It's different because you can't go back and repair or help, you're right. Years of turbulence.

Years of turbulence
Taught me to become
Solid as a rock
On the rocks
In a glass full to the brim
With bitter truth delightly dimmed
To half-ache's sister sweetness

<3

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That was very saddening to read, glad you are at peace.
Be well

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Blixa B. said:

Years of turbulence
Taught me to become
Solid as a rock
On the rocks
In a glass full to the brim
With bitter truth delightly dimmed
To half-ache's sister sweetness

So sad, as if we didn't have the choice to go through this pain.

[Blixa B.]

Honestly said, Sunia, my lover didn't die in vain. He woke me up. 
For what would I know of summer and light, if not understanding winter and darkness?
What would I know of the morning sun, if I have never made it through the warm and cold night? For no night equals another... 

Light differs, depending from place and time (from your point of view). So does darkness.

The evening light is different than the light of the morning. 
The light in the north differs from the light in the south...
The light on a high plateau is not the same as in a valley... so it is with the summer and winter light and all the other seasons... 

Light so many different faces has, dear Sunia, and so has darkness.

I guess, that's the key and the essence of the fool's journey.
We shouldn't mind what's coming, for what ever comes, it shows us that WE ARE ALIVE - in every light, in every darkness. 
And that's the lock I may say. Embracing every goddamn moment God grants us no matter if it's bright or dark, warm or cold... living every moment we are in.
Without hesistance. Without fear. Without judging. 




Fifty shades of light to everyone... ;-) 

[Blixa B.]

Pain can be a foe or a friend. It's up to everyone how to deal / struggle with pain.
It's just a question of how one wants to see/experience him/herself: as a victim or survivor. <3
And it takes goddamn long to go from victim to survivor, from brokeness to rebuilding, from night to day, from here to there...

<3

[Blixa B.]

and from there to here... ;-)

[Blixa B.]

Jan 23, 2017 12:32:00 GMT -6 @sonia said:

I love to feel listened and to feel we're friends.  

Be a guest on our roads as well, Sunia... 

<3

[Blixa B.]

Jan 31, 2017 20:02:46 GMT -6 @sonia said:

Blixa B. said:

Years of turbulence
Taught me to become
Solid as a rock
On the rocks
In a glass full to the brim
With bitter truth delightly dimmed
To half-ache's sister sweetness

So sad, as if we didn't have the choice to go through this pain.

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Feb 1, 2017 15:08:31 GMT -6 Blixa B. said:

and from there to here... ;-)

A path that is good to take.

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I often wondered why this website. We were just few ones at the beginning and it remained the same all along. I left few times and I came back. Two or three people were talking together, never more than that. Why did they bother to maintain this website? It took me a long time, 5 years actually, probably because I was ready to see, to understand it was for me. By love.

And that's "SOMETHING".

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2 or 3?
According to user names its more than 2 or 3
Also, you have said you dont have multiple alias', but your post above says otherwise. You left and cane back many times.
Each time changing your name.

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Feb 2, 2017 9:50:49 GMT -6 ashima said:

2 or 3?
According to user names its more than 2 or 3
Also, you have said you dont have multiple alias', but your post above says otherwise. You left and cane back many times.
Each time changing your name.

I'm speaking of the writers not of members. And I don't remember having said I don't have multiple alias because I had many along the years.

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What writers, what site?

Too bad the posts have been deleted regarding that discussion where you mentioned it during my mentioning of the experience I have had on sp board and facebook groups.
So which mod deleted it and why?