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Post by Deleted on Jan 31, 2017 9:20:49 GMT -6
I didn't lose my interest for SP, I would say, more my interest for William (or the William I imagined  ) (and just for the beside note, the laughing  sign just disappeared, it's the kind of humour I love here) along the years because of the insight. At the first level, it's kind of boring conversation but inside, it's full of insights. Funny, sometimes and most of the time, full of deep insights.
I LOVE it. It's the only place in the world where I can be living in this way with others. Aside my special relationship with God Nature.
I have a good normal life with good relationships and love and all the things making life good but it was something missing when I started to date these websites.
I felt alone with my thinking and I found company.  I'm really grateful for that.
I already wonder if I was imagining all that, maybe I was laughing to my own jokes all these years? If that is, it's also very funny. |
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Post by Deleted on Feb 1, 2017 10:10:25 GMT -6
Maybe, it wasn't so funny after all; I almost didn't sleep. These signs thing. When it's part of our whole life, it shakes us to have doubts about which is central in us. I wrote. It helps to put ideas in place. And I continue here.
Where's the illusion? In the cave? Plato taught us shadow's illusion. Am I in the shadow's illusion?
There is often a story in the story and the official not necessary the most accurate. Many brilliant masters taught us about this, Plato, Jung and so, so many others. And we see it also in politics particularly but also in many different fields. I always found fascinating this ability William has using the signs. It's a conversation in the conversation. Intellectually fascinating. And psychologically disturbing when one isn't stable enough. We have to care about our balance.
And along the years, I played a little too much with my balance. I care about that now.
Can we use the shadowland to explore the unknown, in first place our own unknown? I always found an extreme good way to make it. The Plato' shadows describe people doesn't knowing they are living in shadows. I guess, and I hope, that shad0wland is different bringing the light inside our shadows.
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Post by Blixa B. on Feb 1, 2017 15:41:29 GMT -6
I don't know what you expect from this place here and why? You appear as someone who is in need for something... why? When all you need is yourself.
When asking is the answer.
Following signs is not always wise, Sunia, for the journey is not a clear road. It's rather a maze with a lot of dead ends... and some signs take you there, to teach you exactly that, I fear. That's at least what I've learnt from following signs... I put meaning into things which was not there. I created some meaning! My ego did!
If you'd ask me about caves, I'd say that they serve best to meditate in... LOL
Have you ever meditated in a cave?
I do by times, and I assure, it's better than sex.
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Post by Blixa B. on Feb 1, 2017 15:55:28 GMT -6
Don't look for something that has already found you, Sunia... ;-)
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Post by Deleted on Feb 1, 2017 21:53:23 GMT -6
I don't know what you expect from this place here and why? You appear as someone who is in need for something... why? When all you need is yourself. When asking is the answer. Following signs is not always wise, Sunia, for the journey is not a clear road. It's rather a maze with a lot of dead ends... and some signs take you there, to teach you exactly that, I fear. That's at least what I've learnt from following signs... I put meaning into things which was not there. I created some meaning! My ego did! If you'd ask me about caves, I'd say that they serve best to meditate in... LOL Have you ever meditated in a cave? I do by times, and I assure, it's better than sex. ;-) I expect nothing special from this place. Nothing but noble feelings and that, I do expect. I came because I was called for that. And I respect the calls I receive, again more when they come from those I love. Other than that, I don't know what is going to be. I really don't know. It's the future. Right now, I feel, I listen, I observe and I internalize all that to make the best moves that I can. Exactly the same than everywhere. I feel comfortable with myself. So, I know that, no matter what, it will be fine.
Life is a meditation, so to be in a cave or elsewhere...
Following the signs is wise. It is for me. It's a language I love because I feel it's coming from the deepest and the wisest in me.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 1, 2017 23:51:33 GMT -6
I don't know what you expect from this place here and why? You appear as someone who is in need for something... why? When all you need is yourself. When asking is the answer. Following signs is not always wise, Sunia, for the journey is not a clear road. It's rather a maze with a lot of dead ends... and some signs take you there, to teach you exactly that, I fear. That's at least what I've learnt from following signs... I put meaning into things which was not there. I created some meaning! My ego did! If you'd ask me about caves, I'd say that they serve best to meditate in... LOL Have you ever meditated in a cave? I do by times, and I assure, it's better than sex. ;-) No, asking isn't the answer. It's an openness. To receive "something" you're right. Ah, how much is GOOD. Thank you. To receive something bringing us elsewhere. We have already "ourselves". That's not enough. Absolutely not. I feel good with myself. It's really easy to be with myself. But I really love to be with people who makes a difference in my life. It's not something we can force. It's there or not there.
Why am I here? Because it gives me something I don't find elsewhere. Something special. Something I do recognize as special for me. Does it mean I can't go and never coming again? It's really easy. I can go and never come again. But it's not what I desire. I have my limits, my opinions, my attempts, I'm an individual with an ego. I absolutely don't know the future. Will the future that comes to me please me? I have no idea. Each instant is new. Each instant brings a lot of informations that we digest to make a step. A New World. We're the explorers of our life. I feel very much in this way. And I so LOVE to feel it again.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 2, 2017 8:38:49 GMT -6
Maybe the greatest super power is love. Signs are just links to our story. It i |
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Post by Deleted on Feb 2, 2017 9:35:31 GMT -6
^superpower
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Post by Blixa B. on Feb 2, 2017 16:35:13 GMT -6
I expect nothing special from this place. Nothing but noble feelings and that, I do expect. I came because I was called for that. And I respect the calls I receive, again more when they come from those I love. Watch your ego, Sunia. ;-) Love & Light to you, my friend. |
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Post by Blixa B. on Feb 2, 2017 17:07:16 GMT -6
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Post by Blixa B. on Feb 2, 2017 17:27:29 GMT -6
Expectations link to the ego...
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Post by Deleted on Feb 2, 2017 22:07:09 GMT -6
I expect nothing special from this place. Nothing but noble feelings and that, I do expect. I came because I was called for that. And I respect the calls I receive, again more when they come from those I love. Watch your ego, Sunia. ;-) Love & Light to you, my friend. Really funny! Today I passed the sweeper, done washing, made dinner then I worked. Oh yes, I watered my plants. YES, what ego !! |
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Post by Deleted on Feb 2, 2017 22:09:23 GMT -6
Blixa B., again more funny. What's the interest then? Ciao!
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Post by Deleted on Feb 5, 2017 9:17:51 GMT -6
Watch your ego, Sunia. ;-) Love & Light to you, my friend. I didn't want to be tough with you but I was a little bit exhausted by these comments on my ego. I believe there is no shame in wanting to improve ourselves in general and in kindness in particular. And I may assure you that I'm not in position to boast since I really fail in this matter during these years here. And for a woman doubting of her ability to be loved, it's an improvement to believe it. The writing has the power to lay down what is in you, without judging. You give reality to what is floating in your mind. Seeing the truth and not only what we have enough pretty to be seen, we have the possibility to be closer of who we are. And we see it a lot in the social media. It's not easy to see the reality of the people's mind. The difficulty lies in the fact we don't know how to interpret these different aspects of who we are. What is the weight of this part in the whole. And also the movement in that. How I expressed my thinking 15 years ago isn't the same now. The foundation is probably the same but the different forces in interaction and also the knowledge acquired by the different experiences modify the expression. Of what we see, of what we want. Light & Love back to you. |
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Post by Deleted on Feb 5, 2017 12:58:02 GMT -6
I expect nothing special from this place. Nothing but noble feelings and that, I do expect. I came because I was called for that. And I respect the calls I receive, again more when they come from those I love. Watch your ego, Sunia. ;-) Love & Light to you, my friend. The song after Alter Ego is greatness! Highly recommended |
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sign just disappeared, it's the kind of humour I love here) along the years because of the insight. At the first level, it's kind of boring conversation but inside, it's full of insights. Funny, sometimes and most of the time, full of deep insights. 
I'm really grateful for that. 